My Life My OWn

2006-10-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

After abandoning my blog for moths and months..decided to write up an entry after I pathetically click on my own link.. many things happen throughout the few months.. old frens pop back up… made new frens with ppl- tht-I- saw-along-the-corridor…. Many things happen in the family… with the quarrel with the other family members.. with the sickness and the operations of the family members.. really.. really made the moths pass as a heavy burden..

With rushing back from school-to- home then to housework really make my day so tired and drain of my energy... now school starts and w with the final lap… really need to strive on for the last lap.. with fyp… hopefully all goes well for th2 2 to 3 months… and with the school schedule really is not to my favourism although its half-a- day school… need to meet ppl up is really difficult to make a decision...

……and with the bill that is needed to be settled and also my laptop which needs to be serviced with the bloody battery which could not be charged.. haiz… YR 3 in POLY is really challenging and testing my patience.. and all I can to is be patient… and insyaallah I can be patient.. hopefully I can settle all this burden peacefully and hopefully all goes welll…. MY shoulders are really too heavy already with all the duties in school and at home…

burden oh burden please lighten ur load…. I really need to shug off some weight off you… till I am in the mood to write agin.

2006-04-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. tday treat ma family dinner.. so full now while i`m typing this entry... so i made a decision to go out wif her on saturday in between lunch.. abt 1 hour or so... untuk menyenagkan hati semua org... so just go slthoough its juat for a while.. sori lah girl.. tak nak jadi tiang lah even if he bring his friend or what lah... sorry arh... no offence but i js t dun feel like goin out on a 3 or 4some... no offence realli.. just to make everybody happi i just go out although its for a while... tomorrows gona be the last werk .. and gonna do some shopping in between lunc to get my stuff for school... maybe gonna go bugis or somewherre near to get ma stuff.. sori again gurl... wont be buying stuff when we go out cause its a rush.... its gonna ba 4 trips of shooping for 1 or 1.5 hr each day from monday to thursday and hope fully i get things done and finished everything on thursday...

hmm.. to this friend... its a risk or should i say its what it is right now and u have to tell whoever they are and risk it... its ur prinicple.. so risk it.. its a risk u have to take... i guess ill be advising u here instead... hmm.. kinda dont feel like talking to u that long unless its that important.. paham2 je lah... so u just have to go down here for all the advises i can give u till ...... hmmm... now ma eyes are getting heavy.. mcm ular betul aku.... till then... toodles

2006-04-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

its been so so long that i have been updating... but i feel like updating tonight.

the past few month has been great cause i`m nw on attachment at this company in raffles place. its a nice place to work in but not the workload. the first few day its stressful but as days to come till now.. i`m confident in my wrk and to all who believe in ma work that i produce. i appreetiate all the help although most of it i was gropingg to do it.. i am now able to work independently for most of the workload that is in there. i rellli goin to miss that place in 1 week time from now.. hope that all of them will survive and wish sucess...

hmmm.... life been great and tired but... i `m enjoying every bit of it as it is... attachment going to end and new semester begin.. school in... i am looking foward to it but not the stress... new sem new life...

this part is more dedicated to this friend of mine. congrats o u both and wish it will last. mulutku anyak masin and doa dimakbulkan. hope u guys will enjoy it.. my fren.. take this as a step for u recovering from the past. take this as alearining step. i`m happpy for u as u are able to reach this step this fast. learn from the past and dun repeat ur mistakes. chrish what u have now and dun worry abt me as i`m enjoying life... i`m still me.. as i am... i happy for u... able to move on.. the life we had will continue.. in time to come i cant be sure.. but just think carefull y and thoroughly what u want and dun make a silly decision. i wll help you as long as i`m able to but dun EVR mke a decision because of something stoopid or whatever the reason is... i dun mid u being busy... but just have time for ur studiies.. as i say life goes on.. org solo pon boleh hidup.. so dun worry.. its ack to squre one... and jgan beerbelah bagi or boring pasal benda ni..cause it realli will afffec u not mw.. i`m chiling.. dun be upset if i dun go out wif u as always .. i have ma reasons and principle too.. but dun worry u will be ma fren and i`m happy for you... dun do silly decisions and i hope its for the betta.. i will always be me.. . so last ly take thngs slow... and always think twice abt wahtever u want to do.. and i`m okay seriously okay...

2006-02-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

i`m so frust tday... haiz... i just dunnoe haow to say it but to take out my frustraton... here it goes... i kinda was helping this girl then another person ask me for help i mean the person asked other peeps but they all gave the same answer... look here.. i was helping one person and u cant expect me to help another person rite? there is only one ME... i was doin the werk and u cant expect me to leave it just like that cause i was doin like the whole thing finishing soon... i did say hold on casue i was like helpin one person.... somebody ask u to ask me but u did gave a reply wif an EXPERSSSION... do u noe that ppl do read expression... i overhead what the person u ask say to another person despite the language but I DID UNDERSTAND THAT.... do u hav a clue how i feel... nope right??? but i do have feelings and i did like helped u through these years at times... pls understand me.. i am only ONE person and u can xpeect me to do 2 things at one stuff.. pls wait for ur turn though and DONT give me that look/expression casue ppl will inteprate it wrongly... u can just ask for ur turn instead... i hope u understand. Ur not the onli one wif problems.. i too do have problem but u dont noe cause i dont open it up...i may be happy cheerful but deep down u may not noe it... do u noe?/ NOPE U DONT... i just dont noe what to say anymore.. i just feel like i`m loosing the ME....

2006-01-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

tday surpise2.. after a week of training my brain.. there`s another one tday. Lab test... surprise2.. i was not prepared for it.. mentally and phyically. I was like.. schocked to see that we have a lab test cause i came late.. as usual.. i was like.. just sit for it and pass the test hopefully.. and in the end i pass... i think i lost like 20 pts onli...hehehehe... but so far okay... i was like fuh.. selamat... Then the next class after class... it was so not fun as i have no mood for lab class... since my brain power has been squeezed... i got no mood to study liao.... after school.. went hm.. and nw sitting in front of my lappy surfing and surfing... just feel bored not surfing for one day..hehhe... ciaos.. till then...

2006-01-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

Its a new yr.. its been a long 2005... its been stressful for the past few weeks...

its the new yr now...a brand fresh new 2006... i just hope that the yr will be a nice and blessed yr for all... no new yr resolutions for me execpt that i onli wanna save money since last yr.

the yr 2005 hs already comes to an end.. its been a hectic, long,tired and fast yr... its a memorable yr as i moved hse last yr.. very rushing move.. made new fren last yr... bought my lappy.. meet long lost frends...its been a nice yr for me in all...

FOR NOW.. stresssing myself up wif books for tomorrow or should i say this weeks MSt... MST islike a mad rush to study wif 5 papers which i have 2 papers tonorrow... argh.. actualli i`m nw studying but not concentrating.. hopefully i can meake it at this speed till SE... kinda stress studyibg for 2 papers cause 1 requires ny brain to store ibfo while the other requires ne to calculate and thibk.. hmzz... hopefully i can do the paper tomorrow.. on a lucky thought... most papers are mcq.. so kalau tak tahu.. main tikam je lah.... hhehe.. bisalah tu.. now ineed to sleep cause i`mthinkong of having a early wake up call... i`ll update if i have the time... nites2

2005-12-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

tday went to ecp wif ain... at last went back there since its been months since i went there. it was fun wet and drenched day for the both of us.

we reached ecp nearly 12 noon... on the way.. its drizzling but we just continue on wif the journey thinking that it will not be raining. guess waht when we reached pp, it was raining. when we reached ecp went to seven-eleven to buy some snacks and we head towards the beach.. it was drizling though but its okay.. from the seat near the sea we find a seat under the tree.. then when its not rainnig we went back to the seat near the sea...

SUDDENLY, whike ain was using the phone calling her dad.. there was a downpour.... we were wet adn quickly head for shelter.. it was funni cause the first rain call, nobody bothered.. when it bacame a downpour.. seems like everybody was like looking for shelter and the kids just arrived at their pit ran back to shleter.. me and ain went to macd to dry ourself but we went out thnking its not raining but it does..

SO we gambled just to walk under the rain.. it was nice but wet... we sat at a corner under the rain.. but luckily i got yesterdays newspaper so we put the newspaper on the bench as the bench was wet. We sat all the way there and take picture all the time.. takde kejelah katakan... until it stopped rainng before we walked back to the spot to play with the water... kalau dah gi laut.. tak mandi air.. boring gitu.. At first we were like just standing there let the water sweep our feets.. until i started throwin her the sea water.. ther we go behaving like kids. playing wif water..hhhaaha.. but who carres..

We realise that were wet and our pants are wet too... we had no choice but to clean ourself up... but its not clean... i feel the itchyness of te sand in my pants.. to cut it short... i bught mineral awater to lean ourselfs under this block near ecp... buat bodoh je lah org tengok since dah gatal sgt... sir mineral tu dah lah sejuk.. makin sejuk kaki and sluar ku... apakan daya.. nak bersih... hantam sudah... hahha.. tapi sesekali buat takpelah...

We went home after cleaning and cleaning and tisuueing ourself... and get free roche given by the sbs at tpyh bus interchange.. yum2... free somemore... ahhaah..

NOW i`m helping people with their iprg.. adn i`m sleepy... hahha... so Outs now... goin to sleep later... Nites Nites

2005-12-14T18:35:00.000+08:00

today class started preety early and ended preety early as well... class started at 8am but i reached there at 850am insted.. and sat for the 2nd class... its just a 2 hr class for today as there is no maths tutorial as the teacher is busy wif an event.. it was very eary release and i used the time usefully and did some maths revision wif ain and 2 other mates but they left at 12.. so left the 2 of us.. stayed in school till 4 then home i go...

i need to do my maths tutorial befiore mst and do well as its the last time i`m doing maths .... now need to eat then back to books before i sleep. hopefully iu can have an early rest.. till i update again

2005-12-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

now i simply love my computer and the mobility of wireless in my house.. ahaks... now i can have my own free time with the internet using my note book... now need to study for 2 lab test tomorrow...but did a bit of studying.. but not all... gonna wake up tomorrow morning2 to study wif a fresh mind... now sleeping time.. nites

2005-12-11T13:54:00.000+08:00

i`m so restless and tired now... i need more sleep as i got home from JB at abt 3 am... its so tiring and i need more sleep but can`t sleep as i need to do my revision for the coming lab test tomorrow and tuesday. I jst can absorb 50 percent of tomorrow`s lab.. tuesday lab is still not in my brain.. haiz.. guezz i need to study later.

Talking abt JB, yesterday went to eat at JB for dinner.. went there when my sis came back from work and we head down to eat at our favourite place. Then whn to my aunts place to kill the time as to avoid the traffic jam at the causeway.. sat at her place until 1230 then we slowly head off for Singapore. I slept all the way not realizing till i reach the carpark. I guess i was really tired and sleepy and i still need to study for my labtest.

In the morning, went to woodlands library to study some of my school stuff... cant realli study when i`m at home casue ill be like sleepying and gazing and day-dreaming instead of facing the notes.. went to study wif a friend then wnt off in the afternoon to head back home as she has other stuff to do wif er family. On the way home as usual me.. slept all the way till i reach jeast mrt station..

tday my new set of computer arrive and cant open it up till tomorrow for the installation man to install the whole set..so just have to wait and ssee till tomorrow or should i say till i came back from school to see the neew computer.. then i have lots of work to do wif the old one.. i need to format it back and do those stuff of getting back the computer to shape.. hopefully i will be able to test out tthe new computer by tommorow noght and i will be sleeping preety early tonigt to wake up in te mornig to revise some of the stuff for the labtest. I still need to go to the bank to change my home address.. its been weks and months since i want to go there.. kept posponing it... hehehe...

Now need to eat my lunch again.. i`m always hungry when i`m studying... before i c0ntinue dating wif my book.. hopefully that i will not sleep...

2005-12-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

now i have the mood to post entries... alot of things and events happen the past few days...
1) met up wif hariana , sheila, q and fadhillah
2)wet for raya wif ma frens
3)surprisingly met wif atiq and diyanah at esplanade last wednesday.. its been a long time since i met atiq...

i`ll post some pics soon..to let it do the talking.. ill update more if i have the time later

2005-11-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

FirSt and Foremost... I would like to wish all my muslim frends a Selaamt Hari Raya.

Saya, khairana ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri kepada kesemua kawan2 say. Saya ingin memohon maaf atas kesemua kesalahan dan kesilapan yang telah berlaku, segala terkasar bahasa, terlanjur bahasa, yang terasa dan semua yang sewaktu dengannya... haap dimaafkan segalan terlanjuran dan segala2nya... saya juga haraf dihalalkan makan mimum saya yang telah saya merasai... banyak2 maaf dipinta.. banyak2 maaf ku pohon.. akhir sekali.. salam lebaran dan harap hari raya ini akan menjadi hari raya yang bermakna.

TOMORROW I GOT SCHOOL... argh... its tiring going to school on alternate days.. i hate that... but what to do.. its been planed.. i guess my raya journey will continue during the weekends only as i`m too tired to go during weekdays because of SCHOOL.. hiaz...

SElamt HAri RAya to ALL

2005-11-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

School repoen on monday but i say the classes were boring and lame... cause imgine hving a class at 10.000 wif onli 6 ppl... guess its still holiday week for some... the time-table is better... but wednesday classes starts at 0800... so EARLY... i guess will be skipping wednesday morning classes.. *wink *wink OR not.....

Raya is 2 days away.. everything is up.. clothes, curtains.. everthings done execpt for the cooking.. Only rendang has been cooked just now... and the rest tomorrow night... see how the kitchen will be in the mess tomorrow night.... hehehe..

today just spend the time at home lazing ard... watching tv.. figuring out what to do tomorrow.... NOW i need to SLEEP... early class tomorrow.. have to drag myself out of bed and out of the house and to school.. hopefully i dont sleep in that lecture theater.. Nites nites

2005-10-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

Finally... i have decided to write a post for the longgggg time i didnt post.... just lazy to post and too busy with sch and everything... the past 2 weeks have been vary hectic cause i helped my mom to bake cookies and cake for raya.. now left wif cleaning up the house which i`m very lazy to clean it.. clean my bookshelf which is a bit messy...and lastly prepare for oly to reopen... have to iron my clothes... haizz... i`m so lazy to do those chores... but what to do....

schools reopening this monday which is so not the right time... its raya time but i have school and can only go out on weekends wif my family.. that will take us a long time to go for our rounds since i`m schooling hmmm but its fine wif me...

exams results are out last wk and i pass.. the results was okay depending on how i am last semsester.. slacking all the way.. agian .tuesday day out, movies.. skip class.. i`m slackier each sem.. but this sem is reali important. i have to realli BUCK UP... last sem before 3rd yr..hmm hopefully i can buck up.. i gess i can...

now i`m goin to bed. i`m tired after helping baking. but i need to clean up some stuff from in room.. lots of work to do .. adious and nites ...

2005-05-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

i`m bored and sick.
dun noe what to write cause i`m down wif flu.
hate it when i`m having flu .
cause one ear is blocked, nose blocked.. argh...
hope to recover fast.
thats all.

2005-05-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

tday got my semester results and i PASS. I`m PROMOTED to YR 2.. yippie.. happie for my results. all my hardwork and all my tiredness of studying last minute paid off. here a look at my results., 3As, 2Bs,1B+and 1C. Congrats to all my frens who pass. but i have one wish... i wish that 1b04 will be in the same class next sem.. thts my onli wish and hope that it will not be torn apart..boo hoo.. now goin to sleep wif clear mind and no more btterflies in my stomach.

2005-04-30T12:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday and the day bfore went out wif ain instaed of helping my momm at hm wif the packing... haha...

YESTERDAY
went to sch to settle some laptop issue... then ain bought her fren along.. hmm... i rather not list up detail as who noes the person may be reading this.. its a secret btw 3 ppl ONLY .. nope 4 ONLY... then meet fadhillah.... at bishan.. sat daown and chatted b4 i went hm... hate PMS...

THE DAY B4 Yesterday
went wif ain to catch movie.. long time..NOT we catch a movie together.. but who cares... eheahea...

NOW nothing to update i guess... i`m toooo lazy to update these few days or weeks or months... ill update if i have the energy or if i`m harworking enough.

2005-03-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

Kinda bored.. lazy.. not in the mood these few days... haiz...

saturday.. met Q under my block.. she passed me my prezet.. THANKS GIRL...

To Q: THANKS FOR THE QUTE PREZENT LIKE YOU.. QUTE I LIKE THE PAPER BEG DESIGN.. LAWA LAH GIRL..

anyway thanks for everyone for their wishes whom i noe and don`t noe them.. thnks for the wish...

2005-03-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

tday... i`m one yr older.... and had bali thai during lunch as it was sponsored by my father.. ate wif nurul and fad.. had our meal and we had tom yam wif a atring of hair in it.. so we complained and its obviouely not our fault... hahha... so they exchanged another boel for us... but the manager and the waitress look at as like wat like that.. but who cares.. its hygine man...

i would like to thank my frens for all the bday wishes.. thnks guys.. appreciate it... i wold like to thank yus, sheila, fa and krishna for the qute present... its qute and i like it.. especially the giraffe..hehhehe.. thanks many many guys.. love you all and muacks muacks...

to nurul and fad... jgn geletak kita lagi.. kita tak tahan...hehehe

2005-02-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

sch starts as usual from now till like 6-7 weeks b4 the big semester exams... gotten back some mst paper and i`m happy wif the results.... there`s this bazzar in school and went there b4 wp lesson.. me, nurul, liyana and mas bought burger ramly as we were hungry... and sat under the convention centre stairs as if there no other place..heheh... after school bought my pimple medicine as i`m running low in supplies.. actualli its time to buy the medcine... then home... now typing this entry wif heavy eyes and i`m verry very sleepy... i guess sleep is all i need now as i`m very sleepy... nites nites

2005-02-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

t`day had my gems paper in the morn.. and went back hm .. anad stayed ALL day at hm.. so bored.. but found this lyrics..when i came across in ther website... i`m so in lurve wif the song.. actualli ther`s lots more song i`m in lurve wif right now... but dun wanna put all juat selected ones...

OH KASIH

BHUMIBAND

DISINI KU BERDIRI MEMANDANG WAJAHMU

YANG MENYEJUKKAN HATI KELAM KU

KADANG TIDAK TERASA KETULUSAN HATI

YANG TELAH KAU BERIKAN PADAKU

HADIRMU TELAH MEMBAWAKU KE HIDUP BARU

KARENAMU KAN KU NYATAKAN JANJI KITA

OH KASIH USAH KAU RAGUKAN TULUS CINTAKU

BUKAKAN PINTU HATIMU UNTUK KU

PERCAYALAH PADA KU

MUNGKIN TIDAK TERASA GEJOLA ASMARA

YANG TERBEDUNG DI DALAM HATIKU

SELALU AKU TERKASAR MENGGORES MU TANPA SADAR

MAAFKAN KU, SAYANGKU

HADIRMU TELAH MEMBAWAKU KE HIDUP BARU

KARENAMU KAN KU NYATAKAN JANJI KITA

OH KASIH USAH KAU RAGUKAN TULUS CINTAKU

BUKA KAN PINTU HATIMU UNTUK KU

PERCAYALAH PADA KU

OH KASIH HADIRKAN CINTA DIDALAM HIDUPKU INI

BERIKAN SAYAP AGAR KU TERBANG TINGGI

OHHH…

2005-02-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

tday went to ecp as planed wif nurul... went to meet her at 9 at tpyh.. but it was such a bad moring cause i was stuck in a bit so called jam. at holland.. haiyo.. wat a luck... spoill ma mood...the cars seems not wanting to give way to the buses..... wat the hack and this caused th bus to be stuck..... i feel like goin down the bus and become a part-time traffic palicewomen at that time.. i nearly feel asleep waiting and waiting for the bus to move... but whaever it is meet nurul at tpyh not long after the jam.. went to take 31 to pp.... we were like so hungry as we did not at breakfast... so off we go to coffee bean.. she bought her fav. drink which is pure chocolate while i bought pure vanilla and choclate chip muffin and we ended up finishing the muffin together... then off we go to the beach.. found a nice comfy place which is the bench under the coconut tree.. it was so good being there and studying... its so peaceful and calm.. and me and nurul were stick to each other becaause of the wire from my md which is plug in her mp3.... so funny when we want to take pictures.. she had to do all the moving... hahha.. westudied till like ard 1430 hrs.... before we finised studying maths... then off to the sand we went.. played along the beach.. and me and nurul got presents from the sun.. we wee like a bit tanned bcasue of the scorching sun.... then after that we went to the nearest mc to eat.. both of us are hungey..aha... eat again... after eating off we go.. home.... i`ll up;oad some pics if i`ve finished uploadd them..

2005-02-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

tday had electronic circuit paper.. the paper was okay as i had studied and mange to do everything.... luckily left only one paper which requires thinking and thinking which is maths paper.. actully there`s 2 paper to go... workstation operation and maths.. but as workop is 80 qns mcq.. so its no worry... if i dunnoe can just tikam2... but onli the maths paper which requires thinking and solving.. so goin to stuy hard for the paper.. actualli planned wif nurul to go to ecp to study... its confirmed.. but onli the 2 of us.. so its okay... the deadly duos goin to ecp again..haha.. we`ll be a bit tanned in no time.. hehe.. the weather is so hot and the sun is scorching.... gtg... need to wakie wakie early to ecp... nites nites

2005-02-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

tday got ccom mst.. it was okay as its 100% mcq.. so if i dun noe.. just tikam2... then.. went to wm to buy wrapping paper and at the interchange i found out that my love chain is gone.. left onli the string... so sad.. i got that when i bought... i feel so sad.. the love chain is a wooden love.... argh.. guess it was not my luck... argh... tomorrow i have electronic circuit.... need to do lots snd lots of memorizing as its ore like physic.. formula and formulaes.. need a short break b4 memorizing again.... i guess all will be buning midnight oil studyiong for the paper... ciaos... nedd to burn3 my midnight oil... if i can if not.... sleep mode i`ll be in...

2005-02-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

Tday i`m so tired and rushing for time.. need to do last minute revison for later paper.. argh... last minute reading .. but luckily the paper is in the afternoon so can do some more revison after i wakie wakie... outs now... need to study study study

2005-02-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

I`m BACK after 3 days 2 nites mising cause went for holiday at Johor.... i`m now dead tired and missing chatting after 3 days 2 nites whole day of fun... i`m now rushing to catch up wif my revisions as i`m left wif few more days...

DAy1 (NITE 1)

reached my relatives place at ard 11pm.. cause i come out from house at 0930pm... so called woke them up as they were just about to sleep.. sorry to them and they stayed awake until ard 2am...i sleep wif my cousin n her room... and woke up at 0630am the next day...

Day2 (NIte 2)

it was so refreshing waking up in kmapung area as its so relaxing and peaceful plus the air is so fresh... then my parents went house visiting after breakfast wile me and my sister sat in the house and watch tv before we head to giant to buy some clothes.... b4 going to ulu tiram to visit my relatyives which i dont think i`ve meet them before except my parents.. it was so called a long journey but the houses ther were nice.. i lyke.. then toto of spending the nite at a hotel but it was cancel due to the fact that one of the house has preapared hospitality for us and tomorrow we`re goin batu pahat.. haiyo.. there goes the chance of spending the nite in a hotel.. nvm... but at nite my siblings except for my small sis got seperated.. my mum,dad and s.sis went to sleep at one house while the others sleep at the ssame house.. but who cares.. independent man...

Day 3
wole up at 0530am because of the blender nois that woke me up.. my relative is cooking breakfast... we had mee goreng and nasi goreng for breakfast... the do all the necessary stuff b4 heading toward batu pahat.. the journey was so "short" which is a 2hrs straight drive from johor highway.. whwhhwawa... so "short".. but who cares.... at least i had fun there.. swimming and disturbing the mats and minah m`sia.. wif the splashing of water ...

2005-02-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

tday went to town to find ahiela`s bday present wif Q.. then went to eat after buying the present... when i reach home.. i slept until 6.00 ... i guess its bacuse of febrax the flu medicine which i ae... its a strong medicine and it causes me to fell asleep... h,mmm... why didint i get flu when i`m still schooling as i can have reason sleeping in class...ahhahaa.. now waiting for my sis to cme home then the whole family can go out.... now i`m getting sleepy bcause of febrax... guess i`ll take a nap while waiting for her hahhaha.. sleeping again...

2005-02-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

just a short entry for tday as i`m still sick.. just sleep one wholw day... cause i`m down wif fever also... my haed still weighs a ton despite all the resting and sleeping.. i also need to revise but i`m not in a gd condition to do so.. i guess i`ll start studying soon afeter i`m cured cause my haeds spins when i sit for too long... i guess its been a ong tim e since i`m sick so this tyme.. it hits me real hard.. gtg .. need some (more) rest untill i`m okay.... but for now i`m craving for chocolates.. this sick person wants chocolates.....

2005-02-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

Sick day tday.. i`m down wif flu and sore throat and my head feels heavy... argh... its so heavy i just feel like sleeping... i wont be on the msn as my head feels heavy when i sit and i want to have enough rest.. did nothing tday accept for resting becasue i`m sick.. stop right here as i`m in need of rest.. ciao

2005-02-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

tday.. went out at 7.30 am and reached school ard 8.00am... the first classs ended like 1 hr later and it was such a pathetic lesson as not many turned up only 2 from 03.. whahwha... so pathetic.. but luckily my classa t least half attended... the at 10..00 went to lab... but another lame class... the class started at ard 1050.. all because the teacher was late.. haiyo... then went to break.. and at 230 then helped out at gems launch then the day ends....

while goin home from fc5 at ard 7++... ther`s this grp of boys.... so like what like that... talked so loud as if his fren is like ten miles away... or is his fren on the roof... me and nurul were like.. "apa kebenda budak tu.. kawan die 10 batu jauh ke" after that have finished.. they still continued talking loudly and reapeted "HELLO" so loudly... i feel like turning back and say.. what`s ur prob? saying hello so loudly.. gile nak mampus nye budak2... org kat dpn tu bukan pekak.. ... they continued to like saying hello.... and the the word logistics came in... what has hello got to do wif logistics... siow.... then talk so loud... hiyo.. old already behave like kids... whatver lah these guys... i guess they themselves are the one having hearing problems... no offence but you guys are old enough to behave...

My nose is itchy.. and my throat are sore... THE BREAK IS HERE... I want to study for the whole week... at last i can have some rest... now. goin to rest myself.. nites and Outs...

2005-02-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

At last... i gto my hair cut... all thanks to fad for cutting my hair during break... now.. my head is lighter... heheheh.. well t`day school realli realli bore me.. first maths lesson... just do some examples then after 1 hr off to tutorial .. also did some tutorial qns.. then break we go.. ate lunch then cut my hair.. after that.. we(me. mas and fad) had some fun went to the open house to just see-see.. but we ended up taking sweets from the booth.. its free of course.. so we grab like one sweet from each booth.. then we tasted free nescafe and free milo and took a free can drink home......hahha.. all free stuff.. then while waiting or nurul we kacau-kacau the sec. school student especialli mas and fad.. mas whiseled.. and this new and young malay security guard looked up... ahhaha... then we were like.. "he saw us" but who cares... hahhah.. we continued to disturd2 until nurul came and off we go for last class.... In classthe teacher had not arrive. 1 hour later then he came.. had online quiz onli and ended the lesson at 4.30.. wat a boring lesson for t`day.. then off i go hm...

Now just came back from my aunt`s house.... my father bought a new car so... went there to show her the car and at the same time.. check it out.. i`m now tired and goin to sleep real soon.. got early class and its gonna be a long day...Nites and Outs

2005-02-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

t`day.. i`m sooo tired.... but its fun....

firstly i did not get enough sleep last night.... i was half awake during maths lecture and was writing down notes half-eyes open... i was so sleepy....

secondly its java lab test which is realli a hahahaha.. .. forgotten abt what i flipped through.. i guess this lab test is realli a stuck-up test.. but hopefulli i just wish i pass...

after school... met Quranni and accompany her to collect her nursing uniform which is at upper paya lebar.. wah the place is so ulu and all i see is factories, warehouses, construction sites... its a gd experience goin to that place... whre the ppl there we like looking at us as its not a place that has shopping centres or whatsoever.... the factory was called kapo factory and the lift was like so so old.. it gave out funny sounda cause its actualli an elevator for things... then off we go to harbourfront to keppel tower bay to collect something at cannon... its a digicam starter kit... then had our so-called dinner at harbourfront.. the off we go hm...

Tomorrow no lecture in the morning but still jejari jemari lecture is on in the afternoon... haiyo. hopefully i will stay awake and not sleep cause his voice is monotonous.. and its realli sleepy if he talks like that....

To Quranni - THANKS FOR TREATING ME Q.. if u want me to accompany you.. just sms me.. InsyaAllah i can make it..

2005-01-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

just came back from a feast at pizza hut.... now i`m verryyyy.. full from eating.... my stomach is just full to stuff any more food... hmm... i`ll just eat abit later at night just to eat my medicine... i`m so sleeeppppyy also ... i dont noe y.. but i`l not be sleeping that early... 1 more wk b4 term break which i realli need causse i need to do all my revision... and all the rest i need...

THINGS TO DO or TO BE DONE NEXT WK....
MON - RWP PRESENTATION
TUES - JAVA LAB TEST
FRI - HELP IN GEMS LAUNCHING

2005-01-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Now just surfing for the fun and listening to music of it as i`m now bored and i am lazy to do anything although there`s lots of work to be done... now i`m in lurve witf thus song One LAst By Taufik Batisah.. so here`s the lyrics..

Taufik Batisah

One Last

I never could imagine, life without you

From the moment you walked into my world

Never knew how long a loving flame could burn

But losing you has forced me to learn

That we can’t change the way we feel inside

And every try at love never turns out right

We both know it’s better if we just let it go

So let’s have

Chorus

One last kiss

One last touch

One last tender moment between us

One last danceTo our first song

While pretending there’s nothing wrong

Let’s stay here for a while and

Cherish every moment we’re in denial

We both knowIt’s better if we just let it go

Every time I try to take a stand at all

I see your face again and I fall

In the middle of the night there’s the scent of a ros

eThe smell of your perfume I suppose

But we can’t change the way we feel inside

And every try at love never turns out right

We both know it’s better if we just let it go

So let’s have

Chorus

Baby if we met each other under a different sky

Maybe then things would be much better between you and I

We could always hold on to this one special thing we share

But it would be too much for us to hear

So let’s have

Chorus

We both know

It’s better if we just let it go

TOMORROW`S GOIN BE A LOOONNNNGG DAY AND THE MOST TIRING DAY....SLEEPING NOW.... NITES and TC TO ALL...

2005-01-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

t`day so bored and tired and my brain is not "functioning" as usual.. its half-dead... maths lesson was okay but half of java lesson... it switched off for a while... as it cant take anymore of those methods.. need a break... but as usual tuesday afternoon.... jln2 heheh... jln2 until its time to go hm.. now listening to one last by taufiq batisah.... feel like sleeping in a short while...i got way too early class + so called presentation tom...adious...gd nite

2005-01-24T15:46:00.000+08:00

now sitting here in the computer lab waiting for the teacher to check my work...its so bored and its so sleepy... i wish i wish i could go hm and sleep.. its so tired day again.... had 1 labtest in the morn... 1 more to go just for this week.. b4 i have 1 more next wk... i wish i could sleep cause the medicine is making me sleepy... i `m so bored... hav to do report.. but later i can do it.... i dunnoe wat to do...BORED BORED BORED.... tom. early day for me....

2005-01-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

WAT The F**k arh.. stupid MSN.... now not working... argh...I`M SO DAMN BORED... Just now it was working and now its not working... ARGH... wat a day.. I think i`ll just lie on the bed to get some sleep... but i`m not sleepy.. argh.. whatever arh... i`m so damn annoyed wif the messenger...

2005-01-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

tday had breakfast outside... my family woke up late so just have breakfast once in a while... b4 eating went to the doctor.. to get my pimples treated.. but the doctor was packed so had breakfast first... then went back to the doc.. i was given vitamin A pres... but have to take blood test for first timer and every 3 mths.. and the medicine has some rules and regulation.. i had to take the medicine continuously for 10 mths b4 i can stop... the blood teest was not painful at all.. kinda get used to it... and he weigh my weight.. I`M STILL 45 kg.. same weight as the last 7 mths.. tak naik tak turun.. maintain.... anyway suppose to finish up my hw.. but i dun have any idea on what to write... tomorrow got lab test..but studied already.. now just slaking the time away before i am tired and sleepy.....

2005-01-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

Its Hari Raya Haji T`day and its public holiday... though its a public holiday.. had to do some revision for my lab test and other subjects.. the brain just keep on working and receiveing informtaion tobe kept.. anyway whille reading did.. something comes across my mind... just thinking.. what would i be or do if i`m 21.. what would i do after poly? work or maybe study abroad or local?.. i guesss its time to make real decisions and really have to do well for poly... guess its just back to success in poly then, decision will be made... nowi`m goin to get some rest and relax my mind

2005-01-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

now sitting i front of the computer doing java stuffi n java lesson... my mind is in a whirl lurning all the java stuff for t`day.... hacks.. need to put all those methods, syntax in my head and prpare for labtest... btw i was late for maths class... actualli not late its just the bus is late and traffic jam.. therefore i`m late.. but its just my first time late.. so no problem for me.. but must not do it often if not...

2005-01-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

Today my mood is zero... got no mood to do anything.... haiz.... i want to cut my hair but thinking back again... its okay lah... maybe a bit later or mid-yr then i go and cut my hair... i realli dunnoe what to do now.. lab test mostly are next week and this week maths quiz... haiz.. still hav not revise for the quiz.. i`m realli2 on mood 0 this few days which i dunnoe why... whatever it is anthing goes as i sail through the day and i`m too lazy or i should say that i already had enogh thinking which i think i need to get back to the road....

2005-01-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

i`m too tired to type alot tday.. had a long long day... did some thinking t`day and kinda made up my mind too.

IT ALL ENDS HERE .STOP THNKING. MOVE ON.

2005-01-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

argh.. t`day is such a bad and sickening day.. the first lesson was maths and it was ok.. after that maths tutoril.. it was okay too but then its break... its a 3 hrs break and next lesson starts at 3.... hate the waiting man... went to clementi pasar malam and bought keropok lekor and other food. i was very, very hungry.. i dunnoe why i was that hungry and i ate alot thes few days.. i realli need to cut on my eating.. i just need to control my eating ... i never had tis too much eating in a day.. oh gosh... i need to cut on my expenses and to SAVE.. which i am trying to do VERY HARD... i guess i need to cut and cut and save... hopefully i`m able to achieve it...

tomorrow long,draggy day.. i hav lessons at 8am aand finish at 7.30 pm.. yikes... i guess need to sleep early so that i can wake up EARLY tomorrow...

2005-01-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

2005-01-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

tday had a gd day.. went to airport wif nurul... to see planes landing and taking off.. i wonder when am i going to take a flight to somewhere.. but seeing thhis busy schedule.. arh forget it but one day i`m going to take a plane to somewhere....

2005-01-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

i want to revise but it seems that my mind is not in place and my heart is not there.. the dream just keeps coming to my mind although i have got it out of my mind but it seems to be "haunting" me... haizs... oh god.. pls dun let it come to my mind again.... i am so hungry these few days... i have been eating fast food like 3 times per week and its relli bad.. but i`ve been very2 hungry....

2005-01-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday or should i say t`day morning.. i had a dream which i really dun want it to happen... it started when i was chattting wif my fren on the msn then we started a "fight"... it was the first fight we had which is the biggest.... i guess i dun want to write my whole dream... t`day went to the bank to check why my atm card has not arrived.. to my surprise it was sent to my old house.. what he heck ws that.. they should check my add on the ic b4 confirming that what is on the computer is my addres... haiyo.. dunnoe lah wahat to say.. and my stomach has been hurting for the past 2 days... realli cant stand the pain.. hmm... now need cathcing up to do.... mst week comming and all those quizes are upp and whatver other heks are.. i kinda so felling the stress upp on my head and that makes me get so moody often and i realli hate it when i`m so moody cause it reaallli forces me to smile and lagh.. but one thing which i can t forget is yesterday in school the joke... it was so funny tht it makes my stomach more hurtful... i guess i wan to rest for te day and stat my revision on saturday...

2004-12-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

t`day is the last day for the yr 2004 and its been a gd yr for me but still there`s ups and down... well i`m goin to recap abit what my 2004 is....

jan-march 2004..
- been slacking at home and goin out at times while wating for my olevel results.
- got my olevel results and pass and applyed to poly

may-june 2004
-gotten my poly results and i am able to join sp in dcnt
- chill at home while waiting to open school
- bought some school stuff
- went for orientation in june

july-sept 2004
-the mth where school open
-meet new frens such as nurul, fad, liyana, mas.... then knew my classmates
- get to feel my new poly life which is slack and study at the same time....
-found myself a "doctor"
-my grandma died in aug.

oct-dec 2004
- our friendship is now build up(poly friends i mean..)
- mas, nurul and fad got to know fahmi...
- we were like moving in a group of 5 which includes me,mas,nurul,fad and liyana...
- we helped each other such as in studying for mast and final exams...

tht`s the end for the yr 2004, for 2005 i wish that it will bw a gd yr ahead and may god bless everyone and hopefully that all works out well in everything.. friendships, exams...evything... no special resolutions made as i will and do not have any resolutions since i was small... those resoulutions made were just meant for composition....

to all my friends... hope that we`ll keep in touch... and gd luck in what you do in the next yr in case we do not meet.... and may you be blessed...

to all...

HaVe A gD yR ahEAd anD HAppY NEW yR 2005

2004-12-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

tday had lots and lots of fun... went to school as usual EARLY.. TOO EARLY.. reached school i mean reach the bridge linked from t12 to t14 at 7.45.. that`s way too early and ias i expected i was damn early.. i dunnoe how i can reach that too early.. bleak lecture and took 40 winks throughout the lecture... then i had my practical.. it was also bleak... as i dunnoe why... haiz.... i guess weekend mood struck me....then.. exciting things happen...

itS ECP day again... went to ecp again to skate.. wHoooooo... fun and fun... had so much fun and my buts kiss the ground... i fell cause fad was like in front of me and she didnt want to move... and i couldnt stop on time... and i fell when i skate on the hump... but all the falling made me laugh.... i feel like goin therer again but time constrain... parted wif fad and nurul as they went to esplanade i guess....

tomorrow.. chores to do for me as its public holiday... had to go to my cousin wedding but must WASH MY CLOTHES before that....

next week... movies again.... mcm banyak duit jek aku ni.... asyik klua jek.. tapi takpe.. once a while...

Now... typin this entry while listening to the radio a malay song name SAMSENG... I need to do my hw as i will bevery busy for the next 2 days... argh...

2004-12-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

I feel tired and sleepy nowadys and i simply dunnoe why.... I feel kinda missing some thing but forget it then... well school is okay but i`m just still not in the mood to study yet and in the mornings i am usullly getting flu.. oh my.. hope that i`m not going to get flu... i hate to get sick... i think i need to relax myself.. got early lecture at 8.00am tomorrow.. so sian....

2004-12-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

its been 2 days since school resume.. love it when school resumed...had fun for the 2 days... caught a movie t`day which is national treasure at causeway ... loved the movie... it`s so Good... its been a while since i caught a movie... but whatever it is i realli love the movie and love my freedom that i hav ever since school starts....

2004-12-10T13:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday had a great day.. went to shop, shop , shop wif ain...heheee... first stop bugis village.. went ther to find her bag and buy a new pair of sandals for me... then went to both this fashion at bugis.. find skirt and pants but didnt buy anything as i bought a skirt already... then to seiyu at parco to buy my pants... off we go to town....first stop to popular at orchard mrt then to far east.. its been like 2 mths since i went to town... we just walk2 and go window shopping... then last destination toa payoh... after that home i go.. went out at11 and reach hm at 5.00 but i counld go in my house as i didnt bring any keys and nobodays at home.. so stayed out of my house till 6.00 till my mum came hm...o 2 more days till i get my freedom back.. cause schools in and more freedom i have.... + movies and enjoy the food.. cant stop thinking bout food though... so its time to wrap up an old chptr and open a new chapter...

2004-12-02T17:08:00.000+08:00

Just 1+ week and I`m resuming school again...goin to b holidays OUt school In... seen my time table.. not bad as i have more breaks in btw.. thats good cause its time for break and food.. more food... but b4 that i need to buy new footware and a pair of long pants.... but i guess i`ll buy it sometime next wk or after school.. that`s gd abt school cause i can go out after lessons... but i guess no moore skipping of lessons.. but i just hate morning classes i guess that why i dont turn up or turn late for 8.00 classes..but i guess it has to end and i dont noe when it will end.. just have to play wif the time..

2004-11-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

t`day got my resuts.. i`m satisfied wif the results and some came out as i expected

DIGITAL CIRCUITS - A
INNOVATION, DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION (IDEA)- A
MATHEMATICS I(A) - B
COMPUTER HARDWARE - B+
CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT - B+
CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS - C+
NETWORKING ESSENTIALS - C+

SATiSFied Wif my grades and performance as i did not pay mch atte ntion during some classes..
SO next semester.. work harder and PAY MORE ATTENTION..... if i can pay more attention...

2004-11-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

t`day.. wnet out of house at 7.45 am... so early.. just to go East coast park to have fun + fresh air.. wowo it was great.. rented a bicycle and cycled frm 11 - 1 pm... after meeting my frens at toa payoh.. went to take bus no. 31 and alighted at PP.. then had our breakfast b4 heading straight to ecp.. ard 12++ switched my bicycle wif my fren roller blades.. its been a long time since i bladed but i get a bit of the hang of bladding WITHOUt falling down... it was great ... No falls for me while blading.. after tha6t went to toa payoh.. then reached hm at ard 4...weeee.....I feel Gd.. should come back one of the days b4 school OPens...now goin to bad as my legs are tired and eyes sleepy...

2004-11-21T11:05:00.000+08:00

I`m DEAD TIRED AND BEAT..... just came back frm johore in the morning ard 1am... went to visit2 again but wif my aunt and family.... worst then the other day as at the houses we have to eat.. i `m so full by night... but didnt go to some places and stayed at my cuzzion place... my legs hurt and eyes tired... i feel like goin back to sleep.. suppose to go to my lil sis sch. for her so called graduation.. but tooo tired to wake up and stayed at home instead of goin out....

2004-11-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

Its been a long and tiring t`day and here`s scoops of what my raya wa like for this yr...

Raya Nite
Clean the house and corridor cause cooked ketupat and hav to clean outside.. cleaned the corridor wif my neighbour and finished cleaning at 12am.. then my aunt and cousin came(from jb) to my house. ..to celebrate raya... then slept at 1++.. very tired so forced myself to sleep...

Raya I
woke up at 7.00 to lat minute mop and put on carpet.. too tired to do it last nite.. then after the males came form mosque.. had our breakfast which is ketupat, kuah lodeh, rendang....all raya food... then went to forgive2 part.... at noon went to jeast to my aunt house.. then off we went to clementi to visit my relatives place.. then... went home.. after a few hrs reached hm... my reltives and cousins came... at nite... my parents and aunt went to jwest.... my siblings atayed at hm...

Raya II
the most tiring day.... woke up as usual.. andwent back to cleep after cleaning the hse.. worke up qt ard 2.. my whole family.. lepak habis... so tired .... the went for our rounds at 6.30.. and reached hm at 11pm..

T`day
went to jb.. frm 9am to 9pm... went to lots of houses and at every house we ate... have to jamah a bit as athey cooked for us.. i can gain 5kg by eating the food they served... but as my stomach tnak is small .. i onli ate a bit at each house.... reali enjoy the day but.. VERY tired...

now... goin to have my sleep as i`m very tired and muy legs need a break.. as for toorrow.... i guess i`ll onli go out ant nite and wash clotes in the morning...

2004-11-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

i just finished bathing and writing a quick entry for this few days as i`ve been busy wif all the hari raya prepearations... i just wann awish all my frens selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin kalau meninggung perasaan korang semua either sedar ke tak or in anyway from the bottom of my heart and have a wonderful raya and to all my frens whose having exams after raya.. gd luck guys.. study first raya after that.. i guess i need to rest cause tomorrow need to cook and clean the whole day.. i`m goin to be flat... ciao.. and Selamat Hari Raya and MAaf Zahir Batin...

2004-11-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

nw.. update a lil bit.... a poem in malay which i got from a fren...

"Dosakah aku menyintaimu
Dan itu bukan kehendakku
Itu juga bukan kemahuanmu
Menodai percintaan ini

Dosakah aku menyintaimu
Setelah engkau dimiliki
Aku gagal memujuk hati ini
Untuk terus melupai dirimu"

been busy these few days as i`m helping my mum bake cakes for the coming raya which is very round the corner.. left wif baking then cleaning( the part which i hate most).. makes my nose gp sneezy and itchy.... the the cooking and then Raya.... hmm.... nothing special doe this yrs raya excpt usual food, goodies... hmm.. what my sedara always says "sediakan baldi untuk tadah air.".. "air ape? "... "air mata"... need to do cleaniing but i`m just lazy.. just do cleaning on deepavali... since its public holiday.... to all ma frens out there enjoy ur Raya nad those having exams nw or after raya gd luck and may you suceed...

2004-11-05T11:47:00.000+08:00

now..i`m back.. to update the blog..its been THAT long that i didnt update.. 1 month plus i guess... been quite busy wif projects reports and all school stuff and hardly any time to rest.. But nw got some rest as I`m nw in Holidays.. happy to be in holidays and hari raya is ard the corner but. it may not be the best yr this yr..i kind of not in the mmod to celebrate.. just dunnoe why.. but whatever it is this holidays i`m goin to sleep to repay all my sleeping time and all the days i had to stay awake to finish up last minnute report... whatever it is glad to be in the hols.. and had a fun time yesterday... i`m feeling kind da nt in the mood these few days ... jus dunnoe why.. feel kinda lost and daze and i dunnoe.... in these few days.. this feeling which has been in me .. just cant describe it.. mayb i kinda need a BREAK for myself .. and i nw i`m missing schoolll.... although sometimes i did not go for class and sleep in class .. somehow i miss goin to school...my stoamch also dont feel tooo good.. fer example.. yesterday i feel like vommiting and the day b4 i got gastric... i hate it when gastric strikes me....argh... i rather keep this gastric to myself and not tell my parents but they usually noe bbcause ill be very quite when i hav gastric.... i think i`m goin to rest cause my stomach hurts badly...

2004-09-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

I did a lot of thinking t`day... thinking of what i wan to achieve in my poly life , what i wantto do and what i realli want in life. I`ve been tinking about it along time ago... i feel that i should achieve what i wnat and not to lax anymore as more prob. and challenges are ahead of me and its time i need to realli concentrate in my studieds i fi want to achieve. I know i`ve been lax since school started and not tests already past left my semester exams.... I NEED to buck up now and give every shot i have.SOme may see me smilling, lauging and being happy but I`m not what i am inside me...If anyone ever says that Poly life is slacking all the way... i guess that sombody must be wrong.. poly life for me is not slacking all the way... ther`s time to slack and there`s time to not slack.. slack too much and u`ll be way2 behind and...(don`t want to continue)...

2004-09-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

t`day started my chinese class after 1 wk of holidays..( should i call it holiday caudse it`s not a holiday for me..)..... after that went to orchard wif q then mus and his cuzzins.. long time did not meet q and mus...first stop went to library to borrow some bks.. then off we go to eat as i`m hungry.. went to eat at long john...then just walk around far east and went backk.. the guys went back but me and q went to bugis to buy my beg.. a harvasack... i realli need to buy 1 cause my shoulder hurts when i`m carring heavy books wif my sling beg... found 1 beg and bought it and meet geok khim there... she`s attached...then after that went to biugis junction just to see2... and went to west mall on the way back wif q... went to buy something then at lat got home.. it was great spending time wif them... at last meeting q is a success.... since its been long time since it was b4 school reopens that i saw her.... now i`m tired and want to sleep.. so nited.. and adios

2004-09-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

just came back from wathcing the ghost and after that went to East coat park with nurulain....just to let go of all the streesss after tests and.. it was a great feeling watching the sun and sea.. it realli calms me down.. feel like going there again if i have the time... anyway i`ve been watching movies for 2 days... first it was dodgeball then the ghost.. i wonder what will be next....

2004-09-16T17:29:00.000+08:00

T`day is ma last paper for MST... YAHOOOOOO... finish my stress at last.....it was so good being less stresss or after MST mood.. .. then went to Causeway Pt and watched dodgeball.... It was a Great Movie.. i went wif my fren and we wre ike laughing all the way.. it was a nice comedy movie and also a inspiring movie... Nver Give Up even if ur opponent is a Strong Team.... i truly encourage u guys to watch this movie...

2004-09-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

ITs BEEn LOOOONG time Since i last updated..... Got too many things to do .. need to do all the revision i can as i gt MST when school reopens..... I`m in stress mood now... . just few updated what i did for the past few days... WOKE UP AT 7.00am... and leave my house at 8.00 to go to toa payoh...

MONDAy- STAYED AT HM...
TUESDAY-WENT TO TOA PAYOH LIBRARY TO STUDY WIF MY FREN
WEDNESDAY-WENT TO TOA PAYOH LIBRARY
THURSDAY-WENT TO TOA PAYOH LIBRARY TO STUDY WIF MY FREN THEN TO BISHAN TO TAKE MY NOTES
FRIDAY-WENT TO TOA PAYOH LIBRARY

STUDY,STUDY,STUDY....

2004-08-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

t`day i`m damn lazy.. dunnoe why.. in school just paid attention to maths lesson then my mind swithched off for the whole day.. but i was alert during networking class... the lecturer teach the wrong cshpter and insist thet dhe is correct... but who cares.. just study on ur own then cause there`s no point arguing wif her as most of the switch off their minds.. and went to zzzzz.... actualli now feel kinda bored and lazy but got chinese hw to do...hacks.. must write chinese character... i oe the word but lazy to write in chinese charater..... haiyo.. everything also lazy.. One week more and the HOLIDAYS are round the corner....and after that STRESS.... MSTs coming.. plan not to play so much during the holidays and study.. must study...

1. NETWORKING(didnt pay attention since wk 1... :) )
2. Computer harware.. just need to noe some terms and read up...
3. Digital circuits...... just 2 chpters to pay more attention on...
4. MATHS... READ AND WRITE...
5. This is for my inderstanding only.. JAVA... mater It (if i hav the time to revise.. must pay moe to the above 4)..

Now concentrating hard to write my chinese character back... but ... Ngantuk liao...... and ......lazy.......

2004-08-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

T`day did my Java Test... I took my own sweet time doing the test.. i was so careless of typing something instead of the other think..heheheeh.... but lucikyly manage to find it .. good for me I down Few more test to go.. Now my head feels 10% lighter.. actualli now suppose to crack my head to do Maths but.. later can do as i`m not having headache thinkiing... mayb stay in school tomorrow do some studying..mayabe.. If i`m not lazzyyy.. if not "Kirim salam" to what i want to revise tomorrow... maybe tomorrow got maths quuiz.. pherhaps.. kinda forget and need to do revision on that... maybe lah i revise.. haiyo..hen tuo things to do...meiyo time to do... but told myself one step at a time......OuTS...

2004-08-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

NOw figuring ot what to type for my report and what to do next... kinda having a mental block now.. tomorrow got java lab test.. BUt luckily its open book.. and kinda get the hang of JAVA PROGRAMMING...good for me...now doing this Hardware report.... find all the info but need to do a bit of summarization and clean my bed in order to sleep... nOw just serf what i need ad want to do.....PEace OuTS

2004-08-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

T`day I have 3 things to blog about.... First- I`m stress Up to the Maximum wif all the school stuff.. Second- I`m not having enough sleep for the past week and t`day is my worst day of my sleepy self..I came put of the house wif a sleepy face and i`m having a terrible headache for not sleeping and because of the rain.. The last ONE is... I`m really pissed off t`day...I did what i did last 2 yrs.. it happen in class.. as i was not feeling that well and stress up to the max... this person threw a ball.. it`s a hard manmade paper ball... it hit my back and was so pain full... my back hurt since thu. and that add to the hurtness... and then went out the class and slam the door..I already tried hard to control BUt too bad.. i EXPLODE.... i really hate to EXPLODE but don`t take my silence and happiness outside for the hapiness i`m inside.. i have lots of problems in my mind and dun want to add to it.. i already promised myself not to explode but.. too bad u pissed me off the wrong time and dare me again when i`m in tat mood u`ll see worst than what i did.. TRY ME IF U DARE...

2004-08-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

t`day my whole body aches.. i dunnoe why.... from morning....tomorrow hav to go out early... do volunteering .. it`s yuckky.. early in the moring hav to wake up and that is so........ tomorrow is a saturday.. I NEED TO SLEEP.. but the faster i finish the betta... well.. did not meet htis fren of mine t`dya in school.. cause i will alaways see him along the way.. it`s like once every day for this week except for t`day .... my mlay frens even recognise him as we all will meet him and he will be smiling... guess his face is already recognised by my frens..hehehe.. anyway need to sleep early and wake early tommorrow.. NITEY NITE

2004-08-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

I reaLLY.. REALLY HATE my Life this WK and the next 2 weeks...DAMN ***** and TIRING and RUSHING...Why must they change the acedemic yr for 04/05 batch.. really giving people a headache andlots of test for the next 2 week..lecturers rush everything like there`s no tomorrow... and one thing..i did not understand 2 modules.. Arggh.. lots pf things to do and got stupid volunteer work.. arghhh..really need to catch up wif my werk and stuff cause i got no more time to loose... and i really need a breaafter all this stress thing.. mayb i`ll be going cycling or what every weekend to realease my self from book and burn the midnight oil again... its been a long time since iburn my midnight oil.. anyway t`day during CD class we played games and my team lost one game and had to do forfit.. the forfit is spin around 10 times.. i had a terrible headache.. and hit the floorr.. it fels so good...what the heck was that and hurt my knee...VERY SIOK... and VERY GOOD.... now i`m suffering a headache because i hit the floor...OUCH...

2004-08-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

t`day and yesterday did my community service at jurong libraray.. i was dead beat BUt still find the time to do cycling... after that it was not tiring at all.. it felt great as i had not been cycling for the past 3 yrs.. GEREK SEH.. rindu naik basikal.... anyway finished 6 hrs of community service and 6 MORE HOURS to go...yahoo... anyaway tat`s all.. HAPI HOL FOLKS BUT BE BACK IN FULL FORCE ON TUESDAY CAUSEW IT SCHOOL TIME........

2004-08-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

i`ll update ma blog since i did not update it for quite some time...i`ve been too busy to update since i hav lots and lots of things to do since school started and i hardly hav any time to rest... i need to revise but the revision thing is still in pending as i need to complete more important stuff first... too many things to bee donea nd its already the 5th week of the term... haiz.. still to do lots and lots of cathching up... t`day i`m damn lazy as i hav no mood tostudy whatsoever.... still need to plan out my time to study and most prob. on weekends haizzzzzzzzz................ no time to play.. playing time is over khai.. Study time is in... can`t figure out when i`m goin to study... update a bit some day later.. need to resat ma body... early classs tom.....

2004-07-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

sory guys but this entry hav to be in malay.. easier for me to expreess ma self... ........
dah brpa hari nistress gile.. dah lah tutorial lain, lecture lain and project pun lain.. mcm2 nak kene buat..and semester pun pendek.. tup tup dah nak aug.. lepas tu sept.. dah MST.. bolehpeng seh mcm ni.. dahlah satu buku yang aku beli pun lum lagi terbaca.. tutorial ngan lecture pun bukannye aku faham sangat.. maklumlah.. lambat sikit nka process.. boleh naik gile seh mcm ni...skg ni pun hidung ngah selsema dan keplal mcm nak pecah peningnye.. besok dahlah skolah... ARGGGGHHHHHH.. klau boleh aku mcm nak pegi relaxkan stress ni.. TAPI banyak lagi beda nak kene buat.... kalau mcm gini boleh break down seh.. aku ni bukanlah mesin.. mesin pun rosak jugak.. mcm2 nak kene buat lepas tu tak tau mana nak buat dulu... stress aku..nasib baik aku tak de cca.. fuh lega sikit.. kalau ade.. tu lagi satu hal.... masa pun aku dah tak de ni.. kalau aku sakitr next wk..boleh aku catch up on stuff..tapi kan... tak taulah... skg cek nak pi tido.. besok cek nak pi skolah... harap2 cek sihat lah besok nak pi skolah..

2004-07-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

Its been few days or 1 week since i last updated my blog...kindda stress wif my school werk cause i need to catch up wif things faast.. damn fast man... everyday since school reopens..kinda hectic..every day i will be flat at home after digesting all sorts of info.. haiz... t`day chatted wif Q.. kinda miss her and all ma frens.. miss everybody but life has to goes on.. but mayb we will meet up kinda when we`re all not busy or during term break..need to do lots of practice in moat of the subjects but.. i`m not feeling too good.. my throat is itchy and i feel sleepy all the time.. i hope the stree that i am carrying will not be lost to others...so don`t rush me at things cause you won`t noe what happen.. i really need to study on Sunday so that i will understanad mon. lesson better..

2004-07-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

t`day did lots of things at home... went off to wash all my sch. clothes that i wore them for the past few days... then did my maths tutorial hw... yesterday was the worst lesson... this lecturer talk as if she is talking to herself... and this guy in clss so lame.. i feel like shouting at him.. buzz off u clever head..if ur so clever then don`t come for the lecture.. when we ask qn he shake his head off.. action gile say lelaki ni.. kang aku tendang kan... action gile nak mams.. boleh blah lah.. and he kept saying the word next so that the lecturer click next.. dah lah tak tau sabar.. nak tunjuk lagak..

2004-07-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

i have notbeeen that updating since school reopens... well here`s a lil detail what i did for the past few days...

on monday.. had lessons but some the lessons are cut short just for the week.. went to the cca thing but just cant figure out what to choose...

tuesday... went to buy 2 heavy books and did have lessons on progarammming.. i was a bit confused at first.. then again to cca fair.. nothing to do.. then went to bugis village to buy sandals..

t`day went to jalan adam (adam road) to eat of course after our lesson cause i got no ptn for t`day..YAhoo.. but wednesday is my maths day... and had crs and was asked to do a sketch of a reality tv show.. my group`s was about a new beginning about being homesexual..now at home i got terrible headache and my stomach hurts so much.. girls think.. and thinking of having a locker..hmmm..

2004-07-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

t`day my battery have been recharged as i`ve been pumping myself for the orientation days and have restored my energy for the past 2 days.. i was very weak and lethargic for the 2 days as i got a bit of energy left and now i`m fully recharged and eger to school.. tomorrow starts lesson at 10 am and end at 5 pm.. . t`day ill just be happy and spend the rrest of the day spending my time fuitfully as SCHOOLS IN.... HOLIDAYS OUT...for those who hav school early in the morning.. hav a nice day ahead tomorrow and stay healthy and Gd Luck.. for the day we cancel our "date".. we`ll catch up later when everybody is not busy..

2004-07-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

t`day got flag day.. very tiring cum funny day.. its tiring cause hav to do flag day.. no luck in the place we hav to go.. sob sob.. then go other places.. we were late to reach the venur because of the things my frennds had to do.. only those who noe what happen noes about it... the funny part is.... u hav to noe abt this news.. hav to do this shocking interview and the outcome was so hahaha..u should noe this .. diyanah i think u noe this part.. selenge seh..but once in a kufe time..hehehe..

2004-06-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

t`day went out to pay hp bills... just that .. i agree wif u Q.. spent all the time left by goin out b4 school starts.. but too bad i dun hav enough time as i hav orientation.. i`m so lazy to go back for my orientation.. esp. 1st july.. freshies out there u should noe wat day it is.. .. i also need to do some last minute shhopping esp. find a sandals to go to school if i only hav lecture and tutorials.. other days i hav prac. so just wear shoes will do.. haiz.. i also need some more clothes.. really need to spent for these few days and must be thrifty during school time if i du wanna declare myself "bankrupt" for the week...

2004-06-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

T`day got orientation.. it was bored as the talk was so long..haiz.. and the aircons cold too.. i was freezing..then after all the long talks.. there was a tour.. the tour was also boring as we had different places to go.. my leg was aching like hell.. and i was very hungry.. then get to noe my class peps.. it was like 15 ppl per class.. there was 5 malays.. 4 girls and a guy.. and guess what... the guy looked like sarhan from the back.. i tot it was him at first.. MY CLASS HAS A CLON SARHAN..if u see him from behind.. you could be mistaken... then noe these 3 malay girls..my school has more guys then girls...then when to pay for my foreign laguage and then to RP we go.. during the tour.. met Fahmi and Anthony.. can`t belive i met them.. they`re also in EEE...my legs are achingand i want to sleep early t`day.. so thios will be my update for t`day.. Any way I GOT NO SCHOOL TOM.. GOODy.. to those who hav school or orientation.. gd Luck..

2004-06-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

t`day i feel SO bored at home..got nothing to do.... but listened to a song which really is true in this WorlD..a bit of the song goes like this..

Bukan mudah untuk mencari sahabat yang setia
dikalaku susah..
Seringkali kita dikecewa..dikecewa..

Its just part of the song which i managed to remember its from B8 (sahabat 2004).. its true what the whole song is all about but i cant remember most of them only those i type.. goin to Sleep now.. and Goin to open School SOON.. yEEHA.. and to those ppl schooling..Werk Hard when School reopens and those taking O`levels.. BUCK UP.. OR UR GOIN TO BE LEFT BEHIND..... its never too late to start revising..<-applies to all taking major exams too..

2004-06-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

t`day went out to meet diyanah & atiqah.. first stop: Breakfast.. after that went to SP to collect mine and diyanah ez-link..then went to or ex-sch just to take cert and yr book.. and.. then saw our DM.. WOW... wat a change to him as he went to 'umrah' so the muslim should noe what i meant.. had his hair cut...i was like WOW.. diyanah should noe it... then went to jurong meet krishna as she went to sata.. the home we go.. feel tired.. need to rise early tommrow..OutS

2004-06-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

T`day i feel SOOOO tired...just got home from JB.. went there in the afternoon and just got home.. my whole body is aching because of the ride feel like sleeping after typing this entry.. NOTHING MUSH TO WRITE EXCEPT I`M so very TIRED.. gOIN TO SLEEp already..PEacE outS

2004-06-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

last night got a wierd dream.. still thingking of it now.. i hate the weather t`ay.. its hazy and caused me to have a headache.. ant stand the smell.. i got this quote from a webbie.."Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over,pinning you underneath".. update a lil later..

2004-06-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

I feel that its been such a long time since i updated this blog.. but its just 1 day.. that`s how fast time travel.. while sitting in the after soon..this tot just came into my mind.. i feel that most of my frens hav grown up and becoming more matured as we r nearing our 20s... i pass my mind that how ppl are coping all sorts of Life.. the poor the rich the unfortunate, the problematic, and those in relationships.. i feel that one must find somebody whom he/she really thinks that its suitable for them..i noe that i dun hav much to coment about relationships and all that.. but from those i see and those around.. its just that it slips in my mind seeing this ppl in relationship.. some ppl loves to be in relationship while other`s dont.. its just that frequent qns when chatting taht makes me wonder such as how many ex, r u attached.. and so on.. somtimes its just that u wont feel comfy in ppl with relationship as u feel like ur the odd one out.. but once my fren ask me this qns.. whould u go on changing partners if ur attached? i myself dunnoe.. but did ask other frens of mine..some sort like a survey.. i feel that if you think that you feel that the guy is for you.. thre will be some sort of problems that will hamper the relationship and if you kinda not like that guy.. that guy will like you.. its like the opposite of what you want.. and you will take a long time to really find the person you realy like as what malays will usually say.. kumbang bukan seekor.. bunga bukan sebatang... dlam kolam banyak lagi ikan yang lagi baik.. yah.. its true but it will take a long2 time and u will gradually find THE ONE for you.. its just that you hav to hav patience for this kind of thing.. will its like MAY THE BEST PERSON BE WIF YOU.. I kindda miss the goody old times and miss to those who i usually chat.. that`s my entry for t`day i guess..

2004-06-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

just a lil note cause this will be my entry for t`day.. i`m now at the jurong library cause need to find something but ended up doin this update..i`ll not be back late at night and i`ll not hav the tyme to update.. cause ill be sleeping when i`m back ( ill bathe first before i sleep of cause.. if not ill be stinky)..tday practically did nothing cause im lazy tday but doonoe why.. just eat and did some easy chores and then in the afternoon slept for like 2 hrs.. t`day im dead lazy.. Just a week more before i stsrt my orientation and by the ill have lots to write...see i guess i hav nothin to update..

2004-06-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

just now went to Arab St. to find some "kain".. it was so hot and lots of shops wif lots of "kain"2.. i was feeling dizzy looking at all the diff colours.. after 2 hrs of walking and finding and buying.. ate at Zam-Zam.. ate mee goreng (yummY).. after tht went to find the bus home and the nus ride was so dizzy.. fell like puking..as the weather was so hot and the sun was shinig so brightly and with peps from all walks of life.. now sitiing in front of my computer typing wif a heavy head from the ride.. need to get some sleep now..

2004-06-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

I feel so frustrated, aggitated and HOT.. feel like eating up somebody or shout at anybody who comes my way.. anyone will do.. got a splitting headache and all the noise is driving me mad..

2004-06-17T12:06:00.000+08:00

feel kind of bored these days and the weather is HOT + HUMID.. i wonder why some ppl love the sun so much that they could get skin cancer wif too much sunlight.. lazy to go out because of the weather.. i sleep on the floor this morning cause its hot and cant stand the humidity.. haiz.. nothing to do these days.. and feeel kinda down..ARGGHHH.. nothing to write down now.. update a lil later or a few more days to come...

2004-06-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

Today.. Studied my last maths assignment(I think so cause cant remember) before I take the topic test online.. While studying it reminds me of sec.5 .. studying, sleeping in class ,copying, talking during lessons and all the SILLY things we did during lessons and how we hated some teachers but we studied for the lesson.. how we cope during O’levels.. the book mugging all the tyme and how we ask wat qns we did all those times.. Ur right Q (if ur reading this) I miss the old times in school and all those times we were together from non-exams fever to exams –fever and after the BIG exams.. how I wish I could be back.. and not forgetting the problems and all.. and how I spent most of my times in WRL “lepak” wif my book.. and also miss my frens wherever they are now.. yus`s laughter.. how some teacher could not differentiate me and Q.. how hariana and I got mixed up when our frens clled us and sometimes we turn on deaf ears and how I got my nick- KHAI.. Shiela, Krishna- the ever quiet but not to be bullied..cause she pinches.. Atiqah- the sleeping girl.. I wonder how she sleeps in class when the taacher is talking and she too pinches.. Hariana- the blur2 girl.. Fadhillah, Diyanah, Q, hidayah and all the malay girls sitting at one corner of the class and the Chinese the other corner and a mix in the middle..… and the dnt students the boys and all the time in class.. always go to the toilet during intervals.... how we did during practical.. haiz.. its been a long time since the year has all past.. now its time to move on .. Maintain the friendship we had and find new frens in school when it opens. But Old frens are not to be forgotten… but really miss the good old times in sec. school and the teachers we had.. This kind of remind me how many times we change maths teacher until we stick to one and how we tot that the teacher was a snob.. but he ended up noeing wat we say as he understands Malay and how the teacher spent time with slow math like us.. and we ended up liking that teacher.. hiaz.. But let bygone be bygones.. And let it remain in our tots and we remember the bits and pieces of life in sec. school.. We should be willing to move on cause there will always be a better/worst day in the future where we could probably remember them better then the years before..gtg now.. PEace Outs

2004-06-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

t`day i`m very2 tired and sleepy (don`t noe why).. went out wif Q.. went to westmall to find a bag.. lucky for me got a bag that suits me.. a bag which is big.. jus right for me cause i love big bags.. then went to je library and we ate before goin home.. then my sis ask me to buy salad..hmm.. dont noe what to write now cause i`m sleepy but can`t sleep yet... thinking of starting to study maths tomorrow.. i got 14 days before my MASS ORIENTATION.. goody.. the long wait of school to open is very near.. cant wait for the day.. Hmm.. guess PEace OUts for now..

2004-06-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

hey ya pepes.. found maself a nicer skin... more towardd the combination colour that i like..just a short post for now.. PEacE ouTS

2004-06-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hey YA.. i just got beck and feel really tired after a day of fun in campus.. here`s the details.. i got to noe 2 girls from School of EEE and we are like the only girls around in the group and there`s like 10 boys.. there`s 13 ppl per group.. started at the PCB labrotary where we create our own pcb circuit and i guess i`m the only one from from DCNT.. from one station to another and we had around 10 minutes talking to different mentor.. form the pionner to the recent mentors..ther`s like this mentor who keep forgetting our name and course and kepps asking again and again..and all the mentors are cool in that lab.. then went to the workshop where we had to solder all the components to the pcb.. i got the help of one of the mentor.. a guy mentor and he help me wif some parts..for me i got 2 guy metor and a girl mentor who first oversee me then this guy mentor sat beside me to help me check my circuit and the components.. then came this mentor who help me wif some parts.. and i was the last girl to go out of the workshop as i need troubleshooting wif my circuit.. it was a long waiting time.. and this mentor who help me also help me wif the troubleshooting... i was like THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME.. i might be stuck for a longer time there..hehe.. then while waiting there was another group who cam ein this ty me there were more than 3 girls.. that was so good.. after that i went home.. it was so tired..i miss this part while waiting for other peps to come.. this mentor whose name is like a girl.. he`s a chinese mentor told us about poly lifenad the acronymes of different poly..i was like laughing away because of the acronymes.. it was SO MUCH fun and i feel like goin back there..ALL the mentors are chinese mentors.. but i feel good working wif them.. they are more approachable.. I feel so tired now and goin to take a NAP SOON.. PEace OUTS

2004-06-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hola.. its been like 5 days since i have been updating since i got nothing to write about.. execpt been helping hid wif constructing her blog.. well t`day went to hospital for check-up and lucky me.. no specimen is being taken .. YAHOO.. i hate when they take specimens cause its so PAINFUL.. i`ll only be back visiting them in december where i`ll be back during my checkup and must take blood test b4 that.. but its still a long time before that day..heheh.. after that went to buy shoes cause i terribly need shoes for tomorrow`s prep-e.. then went to buy my sister`s ladies shoes after that.. reach home at about 2.00pm.. it was raining heavily and me and my sis ran in the rain.. it was like so fun running in the rain cause its been a long time since i ran in the rain.. BUT there`s a price to pay.. i have up having headache when i reach home.. but its okay since i enjoy it..Goin to bed soon cause i`m very tired and not enough sleep and sitll haing headache.. goin for perp-e tomorrow so need to sleep early..Peace OutS

2004-06-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

t`day i feel so bord, helpless and useless sitting at home.. just came back from melawat at shiela`s house cause her grandmother just pass away at 5.00pm just now.. Its a sad yr for her his yr cause her grandfather also died this yr.. I then realize that we must cherish hose around us and live life to the fullest.. always cherish those around us and the older ones especialy those grandmas and grandpas who are old and hav those old disease.. Done another maths test.. goin crazy studying maths again.. my brain has already "KARAT" because of the longness in not doing any maths since Olevels Exams..Tday I recieve a letter from Sp that i`m accepted for the Chinese course.. YAHOO..i`m goin to learn chinese very soon..But my mood for the whole day t`day is Bored, Bored and More BORRED..PeAcE OuuTS...

2004-06-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

t`day i feel so bored and sick..Although earlier t`day i went to johore.. i feel that the trip is useless to me as did not find anythicg interesting..hehehe..i don`t noe why i feel so bored t`day..haizz.. I FEEL SO SICk.. i got this terrible flu and i`m having a running nose.. i feel so runny..i keep yawning and yawning and i feel so tired too.. BUT i CANT SLEEP..so surf the net for a while and hopefully i can keep my head high and eyes open while surfing.. went out after reaching home from jb to grt my tertiary ezlink done but need to collect it later ard 2-3 weeks in school..need to do something wif my runny nose and hopefully im not goin to be sick nxt week..PEacE OuT..

2004-06-01T14:29:00.000+08:00

T`day wnt for the Blood test.. the blood ozzes from the plaster which the doctor paste on my right hand..the experience was so "good".. i hate doing blood test and that doctor pushes the needle so that the blood comes out fater.. that hurts.. anyway my hand still hurts and i have a splitting headache + the painful PMS + the runny nose and sore throat.. Tday I hav all kind of SICKNESS....ARGGH.. reaalli need a gd rest for the whole day.. cant type too much ..my hand hurts.. PEACE Out

2004-05-31T11:35:00.000+08:00

SCHOOOL`s OUT for the students..haiz..all my siblings will be at home..haiz.. the house will be messier and more stuff to be cleaned.. since they`re at home..planning to hav a spring cleaning for MY ROOM ONLY..need to chuck those unwanted books away.. AND the house is so noisy with them at home.. BUT its okay..ANYWAYmy music`s back.. luv it when its back.. hopefully it won`t "die" again..

2004-05-30T11:49:00.000+08:00

Ahhha...AT LAST i can hear the music... for the past few days i tot there`s something wrong with the music or my computer.. but NOW i can hear it but i`m now using a public copmputer cos i`m outside.. i guess i will try to hear it from my own pc later in the day... Maybe gonna update a little later.. PEace Out