Saturday, January 29, 2005

just came back from a feast at pizza hut.... now i`m verryyyy.. full from eating.... my stomach is just full to stuff any more food... hmm... i`ll just eat abit later at night just to eat my medicine... i`m so sleeeppppyy also ... i dont noe y.. but i`l not be sleeping that early... 1 more wk b4 term break which i realli need causse i need to do all my revision... and all the rest i need...

THINGS TO DO or TO BE DONE NEXT WK....
MON - RWP PRESENTATION
TUES - JAVA LAB TEST
FRI - HELP IN GEMS LAUNCHING




Dreams never come true
7:54 PM


Thursday, January 27, 2005

Now just surfing for the fun and listening to music of it as i`m now bored and i am lazy to do anything although there`s lots of work to be done... now i`m in lurve witf thus song One LAst By Taufik Batisah.. so here`s the lyrics..

Taufik Batisah
One Last

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have

Chorus
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last danceTo our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both knowIt’s better if we just let it go

Every time I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there’s the scent of a ros
eThe smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have

Chorus

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to hear
So let’s have

Chorus

We both know
It’s better if we just let it go
TOMORROW`S GOIN BE A LOOONNNNGG DAY AND THE MOST TIRING DAY....SLEEPING NOW.... NITES and TC TO ALL...



Dreams never come true
10:29 PM


Tuesday, January 25, 2005

t`day so bored and tired and my brain is not "functioning" as usual.. its half-dead... maths lesson was okay but half of java lesson... it switched off for a while... as it cant take anymore of those methods.. need a break... but as usual tuesday afternoon.... jln2 heheh... jln2 until its time to go hm.. now listening to one last by taufiq batisah.... feel like sleeping in a short while...i got way too early class + so called presentation tom...adious...gd nite



Dreams never come true
10:44 PM


Monday, January 24, 2005

now sitting here in the computer lab waiting for the teacher to check my work...its so bored and its so sleepy... i wish i wish i could go hm and sleep.. its so tired day again.... had 1 labtest in the morn... 1 more to go just for this week.. b4 i have 1 more next wk... i wish i could sleep cause the medicine is making me sleepy... i `m so bored... hav to do report.. but later i can do it.... i dunnoe wat to do...BORED BORED BORED.... tom. early day for me....



Dreams never come true
3:46 PM


Sunday, January 23, 2005

WAT The F**k arh.. stupid MSN.... now not working... argh...I`M SO DAMN BORED... Just now it was working and now its not working... ARGH... wat a day.. I think i`ll just lie on the bed to get some sleep... but i`m not sleepy.. argh.. whatever arh... i`m so damn annoyed wif the messenger...



Dreams never come true
11:34 PM


tday had breakfast outside... my family woke up late so just have breakfast once in a while... b4 eating went to the doctor.. to get my pimples treated.. but the doctor was packed so had breakfast first... then went back to the doc.. i was given vitamin A pres... but have to take blood test for first timer and every 3 mths.. and the medicine has some rules and regulation.. i had to take the medicine continuously for 10 mths b4 i can stop... the blood teest was not painful at all.. kinda get used to it... and he weigh my weight.. I`M STILL 45 kg.. same weight as the last 7 mths.. tak naik tak turun.. maintain.... anyway suppose to finish up my hw.. but i dun have any idea on what to write... tomorrow got lab test..but studied already.. now just slaking the time away before i am tired and sleepy.....



Dreams never come true
10:55 PM


Saturday, January 22, 2005

Its Hari Raya Haji T`day and its public holiday... though its a public holiday.. had to do some revision for my lab test and other subjects.. the brain just keep on working and receiveing informtaion tobe kept.. anyway whille reading did.. something comes across my mind... just thinking.. what would i be or do if i`m 21.. what would i do after poly? work or maybe study abroad or local?.. i guesss its time to make real decisions and really have to do well for poly... guess its just back to success in poly then, decision will be made... nowi`m goin to get some rest and relax my mind



Dreams never come true
1:13 AM


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

now sitting i front of the computer doing java stuffi n java lesson... my mind is in a whirl lurning all the java stuff for t`day.... hacks.. need to put all those methods, syntax in my head and prpare for labtest... btw i was late for maths class... actualli not late its just the bus is late and traffic jam.. therefore i`m late.. but its just my first time late.. so no problem for me.. but must not do it often if not...



Dreams never come true
12:52 PM


Monday, January 17, 2005

Today my mood is zero... got no mood to do anything.... haiz.... i want to cut my hair but thinking back again... its okay lah... maybe a bit later or mid-yr then i go and cut my hair... i realli dunnoe what to do now.. lab test mostly are next week and this week maths quiz... haiz.. still hav not revise for the quiz.. i`m realli2 on mood 0 this few days which i dunnoe why... whatever it is anthing goes as i sail through the day and i`m too lazy or i should say that i already had enogh thinking which i think i need to get back to the road....



Dreams never come true
10:06 PM


Friday, January 14, 2005

i`m too tired to type alot tday.. had a long long day... did some thinking t`day and kinda made up my mind too.

IT ALL ENDS HERE .STOP THNKING. MOVE ON.



Dreams never come true
11:37 PM


Thursday, January 13, 2005

argh.. t`day is such a bad and sickening day.. the first lesson was maths and it was ok.. after that maths tutoril.. it was okay too but then its break... its a 3 hrs break and next lesson starts at 3.... hate the waiting man... went to clementi pasar malam and bought keropok lekor and other food. i was very, very hungry.. i dunnoe why i was that hungry and i ate alot thes few days.. i realli need to cut on my eating.. i just need to control my eating ... i never had tis too much eating in a day.. oh gosh... i need to cut on my expenses and to SAVE.. which i am trying to do VERY HARD... i guess i need to cut and cut and save... hopefully i`m able to achieve it...

tomorrow long,draggy day.. i hav lessons at 8am aand finish at 7.30 pm.. yikes... i guess need to sleep early so that i can wake up EARLY tomorrow...



Dreams never come true
10:46 PM


Wednesday, January 12, 2005




Dreams never come true
6:15 PM


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

tday had a gd day.. went to airport wif nurul... to see planes landing and taking off.. i wonder when am i going to take a flight to somewhere.. but seeing thhis busy schedule.. arh forget it but one day i`m going to take a plane to somewhere....



Dreams never come true
10:00 PM


Saturday, January 08, 2005

i want to revise but it seems that my mind is not in place and my heart is not there.. the dream just keeps coming to my mind although i have got it out of my mind but it seems to be "haunting" me... haizs... oh god.. pls dun let it come to my mind again.... i am so hungry these few days... i have been eating fast food like 3 times per week and its relli bad.. but i`ve been very2 hungry....



Dreams never come true
8:53 PM


Friday, January 07, 2005

yesterday or should i say t`day morning.. i had a dream which i really dun want it to happen... it started when i was chattting wif my fren on the msn then we started a "fight"... it was the first fight we had which is the biggest.... i guess i dun want to write my whole dream... t`day went to the bank to check why my atm card has not arrived.. to my surprise it was sent to my old house.. what he heck ws that.. they should check my add on the ic b4 confirming that what is on the computer is my addres... haiyo.. dunnoe lah wahat to say.. and my stomach has been hurting for the past 2 days... realli cant stand the pain.. hmm... now need cathcing up to do.... mst week comming and all those quizes are upp and whatver other heks are.. i kinda so felling the stress upp on my head and that makes me get so moody often and i realli hate it when i`m so moody cause it reaallli forces me to smile and lagh.. but one thing which i can t forget is yesterday in school the joke... it was so funny tht it makes my stomach more hurtful... i guess i wan to rest for te day and stat my revision on saturday...



Dreams never come true
8:44 PM