Tuesday, October 03, 2006
After abandoning my blog for moths and months..decided to write up an entry after I pathetically click on my own link.. many things happen throughout the few months.. old frens pop back up… made new frens with ppl- tht-I- saw-along-the-corridor…. Many things happen in the family… with the quarrel with the other family members.. with the sickness and the operations of the family members.. really.. really made the moths pass as a heavy burden..
With rushing back from school-to- home then to housework really make my day so tired and drain of my energy... now school starts and w with the final lap… really need to strive on for the last lap.. with fyp… hopefully all goes well for th2 2 to 3 months… and with the school schedule really is not to my favourism although its half-a- day school… need to meet ppl up is really difficult to make a decision...
……and with the bill that is needed to be settled and also my laptop which needs to be serviced with the bloody battery which could not be charged.. haiz… YR 3 in POLY is really challenging and testing my patience.. and all I can to is be patient… and insyaallah I can be patient.. hopefully I can settle all this burden peacefully and hopefully all goes welll…. MY shoulders are really too heavy already with all the duties in school and at home…
burden oh burden please lighten ur load…. I really need to shug off some weight off you… till I am in the mood to write agin.
Dreams never come true
9:40 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
hmm.. tday treat ma family dinner.. so full now while i`m typing this entry... so i made a decision to go out wif her on saturday in between lunch.. abt 1 hour or so... untuk menyenagkan hati semua org... so just go slthoough its juat for a while.. sori lah girl.. tak nak jadi tiang lah even if he bring his friend or what lah... sorry arh... no offence but i js t dun feel like goin out on a 3 or 4some... no offence realli.. just to make everybody happi i just go out although its for a while... tomorrows gona be the last werk .. and gonna do some shopping in between lunc to get my stuff for school... maybe gonna go bugis or somewherre near to get ma stuff.. sori again gurl... wont be buying stuff when we go out cause its a rush.... its gonna ba 4 trips of shooping for 1 or 1.5 hr each day from monday to thursday and hope fully i get things done and finished everything on thursday...
hmm.. to this friend... its a risk or should i say its what it is right now and u have to tell whoever they are and risk it... its ur prinicple.. so risk it.. its a risk u have to take... i guess ill be advising u here instead... hmm.. kinda dont feel like talking to u that long unless its that important.. paham2 je lah... so u just have to go down here for all the advises i can give u till ...... hmmm... now ma eyes are getting heavy.. mcm ular betul aku.... till then... toodles
Dreams never come true
10:39 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
its been so so long that i have been updating... but i feel like updating tonight.
the past few month has been great cause i`m nw on attachment at this company in raffles place. its a nice place to work in but not the workload. the first few day its stressful but as days to come till now.. i`m confident in my wrk and to all who believe in ma work that i produce. i appreetiate all the help although most of it i was gropingg to do it.. i am now able to work independently for most of the workload that is in there. i rellli goin to miss that place in 1 week time from now.. hope that all of them will survive and wish sucess...
hmmm.... life been great and tired but... i `m enjoying every bit of it as it is... attachment going to end and new semester begin.. school in... i am looking foward to it but not the stress... new sem new life...
this part is more dedicated to this friend of mine. congrats o u both and wish it will last. mulutku anyak masin and doa dimakbulkan. hope u guys will enjoy it.. my fren.. take this as a step for u recovering from the past. take this as alearining step. i`m happpy for u as u are able to reach this step this fast. learn from the past and dun repeat ur mistakes. chrish what u have now and dun worry abt me as i`m enjoying life... i`m still me.. as i am... i happy for u... able to move on.. the life we had will continue.. in time to come i cant be sure.. but just think carefull y and thoroughly what u want and dun make a silly decision. i wll help you as long as i`m able to but dun EVR mke a decision because of something stoopid or whatever the reason is... i dun mid u being busy... but just have time for ur studiies.. as i say life goes on.. org solo pon boleh hidup.. so dun worry.. its ack to squre one... and jgan beerbelah bagi or boring pasal benda ni..cause it realli will afffec u not mw.. i`m chiling.. dun be upset if i dun go out wif u as always .. i have ma reasons and principle too.. but dun worry u will be ma fren and i`m happy for you... dun do silly decisions and i hope its for the betta.. i will always be me.. . so last ly take thngs slow... and always think twice abt wahtever u want to do.. and i`m okay seriously okay...
Dreams never come true
11:30 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i`m so frust tday... haiz... i just dunnoe haow to say it but to take out my frustraton... here it goes... i kinda was helping this girl then another person ask me for help i mean the person asked other peeps but they all gave the same answer... look here.. i was helping one person and u cant expect me to help another person rite? there is only one ME... i was doin the werk and u cant expect me to leave it just like that cause i was doin like the whole thing finishing soon... i did say hold on casue i was like helpin one person.... somebody ask u to ask me but u did gave a reply wif an EXPERSSSION... do u noe that ppl do read expression... i overhead what the person u ask say to another person despite the language but I DID UNDERSTAND THAT.... do u hav a clue how i feel... nope right??? but i do have feelings and i did like helped u through these years at times... pls understand me.. i am only ONE person and u can xpeect me to do 2 things at one stuff.. pls wait for ur turn though and DONT give me that look/expression casue ppl will inteprate it wrongly... u can just ask for ur turn instead... i hope u understand. Ur not the onli one wif problems.. i too do have problem but u dont noe cause i dont open it up...i may be happy cheerful but deep down u may not noe it... do u noe?/ NOPE U DONT... i just dont noe what to say anymore.. i just feel like i`m loosing the ME....
Dreams never come true
8:29 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
tday surpise2.. after a week of training my brain.. there`s another one tday. Lab test... surprise2.. i was not prepared for it.. mentally and phyically. I was like.. schocked to see that we have a lab test cause i came late.. as usual.. i was like.. just sit for it and pass the test hopefully.. and in the end i pass... i think i lost like 20 pts onli...hehehehe... but so far okay... i was like fuh.. selamat... Then the next class after class... it was so not fun as i have no mood for lab class... since my brain power has been squeezed... i got no mood to study liao.... after school.. went hm.. and nw sitting in front of my lappy surfing and surfing... just feel bored not surfing for one day..hehhe... ciaos.. till then...
Dreams never come true
8:42 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
Its a new yr.. its been a long 2005... its been stressful for the past few weeks...
its the new yr now...a brand fresh new 2006... i just hope that the yr will be a nice and blessed yr for all... no new yr resolutions for me execpt that i onli wanna save money since last yr.
the yr 2005 hs already comes to an end.. its been a hectic, long,tired and fast yr... its a memorable yr as i moved hse last yr.. very rushing move.. made new fren last yr... bought my lappy.. meet long lost frends...its been a nice yr for me in all...
FOR NOW.. stresssing myself up wif books for tomorrow or should i say this weeks MSt... MST islike a mad rush to study wif 5 papers which i have 2 papers tonorrow... argh.. actualli i`m nw studying but not concentrating.. hopefully i can meake it at this speed till SE... kinda stress studyibg for 2 papers cause 1 requires ny brain to store ibfo while the other requires ne to calculate and thibk.. hmzz... hopefully i can do the paper tomorrow.. on a lucky thought... most papers are mcq.. so kalau tak tahu.. main tikam je lah.... hhehe.. bisalah tu.. now ineed to sleep cause i`mthinkong of having a early wake up call... i`ll update if i have the time... nites2
Dreams never come true
11:11 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
tday went to ecp wif ain... at last went back there since its been months since i went there. it was fun wet and drenched day for the both of us.
we reached ecp nearly 12 noon... on the way.. its drizzling but we just continue on wif the journey thinking that it will not be raining. guess waht when we reached pp, it was raining. when we reached ecp went to seven-eleven to buy some snacks and we head towards the beach.. it was drizling though but its okay.. from the seat near the sea we find a seat under the tree.. then when its not rainnig we went back to the seat near the sea...
SUDDENLY, whike ain was using the phone calling her dad.. there was a downpour.... we were wet adn quickly head for shelter.. it was funni cause the first rain call, nobody bothered.. when it bacame a downpour.. seems like everybody was like looking for shelter and the kids just arrived at their pit ran back to shleter.. me and ain went to macd to dry ourself but we went out thnking its not raining but it does..
SO we gambled just to walk under the rain.. it was nice but wet... we sat at a corner under the rain.. but luckily i got yesterdays newspaper so we put the newspaper on the bench as the bench was wet. We sat all the way there and take picture all the time.. takde kejelah katakan... until it stopped rainng before we walked back to the spot to play with the water... kalau dah gi laut.. tak mandi air.. boring gitu.. At first we were like just standing there let the water sweep our feets.. until i started throwin her the sea water.. ther we go behaving like kids. playing wif water..hhhaaha.. but who carres..
We realise that were wet and our pants are wet too... we had no choice but to clean ourself up... but its not clean... i feel the itchyness of te sand in my pants.. to cut it short... i bught mineral awater to lean ourselfs under this block near ecp... buat bodoh je lah org tengok since dah gatal sgt... sir mineral tu dah lah sejuk.. makin sejuk kaki and sluar ku... apakan daya.. nak bersih... hantam sudah... hahha.. tapi sesekali buat takpelah...
We went home after cleaning and cleaning and tisuueing ourself... and get free roche given by the sbs at tpyh bus interchange.. yum2... free somemore... ahhaah..
NOW i`m helping people with their iprg.. adn i`m sleepy... hahha... so Outs now... goin to sleep later... Nites Nites
Dreams never come true
10:08 PM